50th Posting Milestone

Just as it seems my blogging abilites and ideas have dwindled and swayed, I find that I have so much on my mind that it's nearly imposible to compress it all into a blog entry. Sure it might seem like most of the time I post entries about hot girls that I stand no chance with, but that's only because everything else that I find entertaining or somewhat interesting, would most likely bore the average population to death. Well guess what, this is going to be one of those boring entries!

So, my perspective on things have really changed in this past year. I remember a year ago, I dreaded waking up nearly everyday because I was just so bored and depressed by my sad excuse of a life. Sure not many things have physically changed since then, I still go to the same school, I still check out girls that I stand no chance with, but many things have changed internally as well. I find that this blog (and countless other things) have helped me realize all the things I take for granted. I took for granted the progress that I make, I take for granted my family, my friends, the opportunites that are offered to me inside and outside of school and whihc ultimately means, I took granted all the great things in my life that make it worth living. Things really haven't changed that much from last year, I'm still the same height, I still feel to skinny for my height and etc. The only thing that has changed is my perspective on things.

You could be the wealthiest man alive and still feel lonely, or maybe you could be living in poverty and yet take everything in its fullest stride to the point where you woulnd't want to change a thing about your "lower" status. The line between boredom and excitement is simply a matter of interpretation.

And on a side note, thank you to those few people who read my blog. Even if nobody read my blog, I see it as a type of journal for me and I'd write in this blog for reasons of expressing myself and releasing stress. But knowing that people actually read this shit is just that much more encouraging.

On the lighter side of things, If I get my Canadian Passport and 2200 bucks by the end of this month, I'm headed to Europe for Team Handball! WOOHHOOO.. imagine all the girls I could meet and therefore fantasize about in my blog!

P.S. Happy Mother's Day to everyone out there. Cheers to mom's for all the crap they go through for us. We love you all dearly.